I'm Back!!!!

Was gone for way too long, I got caught up in fb and my own personal issues. I'm getting back into blogging.....it might not be everyday that I post but it will be way more consistent.....anywho just wanted to put that into the universe for those of you that read my ish!! lol

Building a bridge

Sometimes to get over certain things you have to stop and take a look at what got you to that point in life. You have to forgive yourself and others, build a bridge and get over it.......

It All Comes Down To Love

I've finally discovered something. Love for yourself surpasses every and anything. Because if you don't love yourself you can't truly love anyone else and they can't truly love you for that matter.

Appreciate Someone (by Chrisette Michele)

Someone is going to appreciate me...
I like to rub his feet.
I like to cook for him.
I sing him songs and write him
love letters and recite him poetry
from the bottom of my heart.

Someon is going to appreciate me...
Every word I say I mean.
I love him with candlelight dinners.
I love him with warm honest hugs.
I love him with kisses.

Someone is going to appreciate me...
When I kiss him I pay attention
to his reaction and study the way
he feels.
I want to learn to kiss him right.
When I love him I pay attention
to his reaction and study the way
he feels.
I want to learn to love him right.
I want to please him.
Someone is going to appreciate this...

My time
My money
My gifts
My flowers
My power
My integrity
My poise
My etiquette

My love scenario:
I rub his feet. It's my way of saying
"I enjoy your body."
I buy him gifts. It's my way of saying
"thank you for your company."
I think highly of my man.
He is a hard worker.
He is gentle.
He is kind.
He pleases me, and he wants to
And I am pleased to please him.

I enjoy loving.
It's my desire and he desires me.

I am not angry with my past.
I am not defeated.
I love freely...
Free of yesterday's bondage.
Optimistic.

And someone is going to appreciate
that...
I dress for him.
I smell good for him.
I stay up late and conversate,
what's on his mind, I make time
for him.
I stay fit for him.
I have no problem being for him.
Someone is going to appreciate me...
And be for me, like I am for him,
because a good man, I appreciate.

It's such a small world, sometime you gotta fight for what's yours

Ok so this past weekend I was in a wedding it was going nice until I saw who the singer was, the singer was someone who I met yrs back that instantly tried to give me the draws and some dome. I politely declined but he got pissed because I didn't want any (it was our first and last date). He's such a freaking whore that he didn't even recognize me so I decided to play it cool until I saw him wink at my dude. I promise you if it wasn't for me being at a wedding I think I might have lost it and molly whopped that hoe!

Hiatus

I've decided to take a break from blogging to pen my very first book. I know you're probably thinking "I didn't know he was a writer"......... lol hell I didn't know I was a writer either but I'm a firm believer of being spontaneous and I have the writing bug right now so hopefully it pays off.......anyway I will be checking in here and there, much love and success to anyone that might read this.

UGH!!! Bi*** you don't know me

OK, so yesterday I was at the register in the cafeteria at my job about to pay for my food when this chick that I haven't seen in GOD knows when comes up and says, "Hey, how have you been?" I said, " I've been great, how about you?". Before I knew it this chick took her nasty ass hands and rubbed my face (A BIG NO NO) talking about "what's all this?" (I'm growing a beard........something different for the Spring).......THEN this girl touches the little bit of stomach that I do have and says, "OMG and when did this happen?"

She pissed me off so much that I almost cussed her out. But I held my tongue and just nodded and smiled. I knew if I would have dug into that ass it wasn't going to be pretty so I left alone.


Fast forward to 15 minutes ago the new receptionist at my job is about to get her plastic ponytail snatched off and thrown across the room if she says something else about me. One of my coworkers came to me and said the receptionist (who make the assumption that I'm gay, nothing confirmed or denied) wants to fix me up with one of her friends.................Bi*** I'm far from lonely, single, or desperate..........and again BI*** YOU DON"T KNOW ME!!!!!